Our story will be just a story ..

i never expect that this kind of foolishness will led me in a long time pain and suffering ..



.i know its 5months ago ..but still it keeps my tears away . i don't know why, i keep searching for the best answer .. many of my friends give advices to me but still it doesn't work .. i admit i really really love this guy .. and i know he feel same .. but because of a big trial that we encounter many things change .. :( its so hurt to see him with his new girl .. sometimes i pretend that i don't have feelings anymore .. but deep in side my heart is broken into pieces .. i keep on thinking why this happen to me?us .. before were so happy together i can say that our relationship is so strong .. i give all my love,care and most specially my trust to him. .but he disappoint me .. he cheated me! he had another girl aside from me .. !! its so hurt . .it keeps me cry and cry .. he didn't even tell me that's really happen or whats the reason why he hurt me much . .:( and now 5months already .. i tried my self to recover but still i cant admit that i fully forget that nightmare of my life .. :( yeaah ! still i have feelings for him . .but i know we will never be again .. i know its so difficult but ill try to make it sure that this feeling i have for him will be just a secret ... i accept the fact that our story will be just a story ...